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Dear Lord, ILuv that Man.

Dear Lord,

Forgive me but I love that man. He made me feel soooo good last night. Every kiss, twist and stroke...AHHH.Yes! I know it was wrong. I know we cant be. But my body loves that man.Every inch of me...Damn.



GIVE AWAY Announcement.

Ive decided that the LUCKEY number shall be......55

When xXJadedxSoulXx reaches 55 followers..I will be hosting a give away contest!!Yay!!


Bullshyt Trick.

Baby you talk a good game but there is clearly BULLSHYT on the brain


Let it Go.

As I look at what I've done
The type of life that I've lived
How many things I pray the father will forgive
One situation involved a young man
He was the ocean and I was the sand
He stole my heart like a thief in the night
Dulled my senses blurred my sight
I chose a road of passion and pain
Sacrificed too much and waited in vain
Gave up my power ceased being queen
Addicted to love like the drug of a fiend
Torn and confused wasted and used
Reached the crossroad which path would I choose
Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated
For something to happen that just wasn't fated
Thought what I wanted was something I needed
When momma said no I just should have heeded
Misled I bled till the poison was gone
And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn


$1 Beauty Buy: Make-up Remover Pads

I must admit. I am one of them. I am one of those girls that get into bed with eye make-up on the face and be soo tired that I refuse to get out of bed to go wash it off. Aint that some stuff.Soo I know all my make-up savvy ladies are already hip to make up remover pads and wipes. Ive used so many different brands and to me..they all pretty much do the same job..
Soo I was thinking..I don't want to have to pay between $5-25 for some make up remover stuff too 0ften.
Im the kind of chick that if I get get it at a cheaper price and not sacrifice quality..Im going with the cheaper buy. It only make sense in my eyes.
Soo I was in the Dollar Tree looking for some sour gum.lol. I stumbled upon these babies & said hmmmmm. I wonder if a 40 pack of $1 dollar remover pads can do the trick??
Let me tell you..They got the job DONE
  • Gently removes dirt, oil, and makeup
  • Formulated with Alove vera +Vitamins E & B5
  • Leaves skin silky smooth
  • Suitable for all skin types-Acohol free, ph 5.5, Hypoallergenic

* My only thing is that they arent as moist as others or as I would like them to be but they still do just what i need them to do.

Falling NLoVE.

"guys fall in love with their eyes & girls fall in love with their ears..soo girl don't be stupid when he tells you everything you want to hear"


LoVe Opportunity

Giving one the opportunity to love you is reliance, boldness, and risking. To have all three doesn't just make you wise; because you can mistakenly rely on a liar and have confidence in a fool.


Sweet Cum.

IDK HOW FACT THIS IS BUT.. YOU KNOW HOW THEY SAY THAT.... In order to get a mans cum to taste better, have him eat A LOT of fruit...?
I wonder if there is any truth to it & if so..does it work on women??


Reverse Chemistry.

How Can I REVERSE the Chemistry

Because I cant afford to slip much further from the person I once used to be...


MY Lovelies!

Sooo.. Ive been away for a minute but now Im back with the JUMP OFF.. I ve just been so out of it busy lately but Im BACK ! YaY!

I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do with the blog..Cant You Tell.?lol

OHH and before I forget HEYY! ...my new followers!
I'm thinking I might do a make up give away when I reach the magic #(whatever that might be)
Anyways Ive got a lot to say. a lot on my mind.. & quiet frankly Im ready to release the shyt & get some feedback from you guys (I've got 2 come up w/ a name for my readers.hmm..any suggestions)
Damn I ramble.. Soo Ive got some stuff to get @ u..cant put it in this post because I keep rappin'..So ahh yea..sit back ur feed is about 2 be flooded with xXJadedxSoulXx



Nail Status!

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Got Me HOT!!

Lately.. I have been feeling like releasing my bad girl...NO..srcatch that..taken it to another level


My Heart Upon a Shelf.

I put my heart back up on the shelf..But I kinda wanna grab it & RUN
I want You
Maybe I want what we represented.
I fell in LOVE with You
Maybe I fell in love with the idea of you.
Scared that if I go too far..Love another.Change or grow..You will become the Perfect Stranger I left behind.
Verdict-I want to be w/ u ...but not right now..you say
Sentence- Good Luck with that..I say


Ohh so HORNY!

I wish I was her. Im accepting applications..any dude that can do me like dat.

Weezy Stays Strapped w/ the Rubbers







I Love Wayne...but if its any truth that he is the of Lauren London's & Nivea's baby..He should take his OWN advice..lol


Dont Feel Like Lovin' YOU

Hold On
I'm not really trying to go through this again
I'm not jumping up and down about lovin
I don't want to dive back into that pool of love I'm done swimming (I'm good)
See I don't feel like getting to know you (no)
What you like to eat (no)
And what you like to do
See that's too much information to deal with
play the love game with another (cuz I quit)

Don't wanna start over again
Cuz I've had enough
I don't wanna hurt again
Sorry I give up
already know what I'm missin
Pain and heartache
I'm tired of it cuz my eyes are staying dry now Don't wanna let another in
Cuz im cool on that (cuz it might happen again)
Got on top of that ( and it keeps repeating)
See that's insanity but I'm cured from this disease can you forgive me

You gotta forgive me
I know it might sound crazy
But right now my heart's a little lazy
I'm tired of hooking up
tired of caring
I don't feel like loving you (feel like loving you)
You gotta forgive me
I know it might sound crazy
But who knew love could be so draining
tired of hooking up
tired of caring
I don't feel like loving you



"Hey boy I would've thought that
When you left me i'd be broken
and my confidence gone, so gone.

Hey boy I would've thought that,
When you said that you don't want me,
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong.

Standing in front of the mirror,
My skin's never been clearer,
My smile's never been whiter.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Wavin now my tears dry,
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Hey I never would've thought that
When you left me i'd look sexy
and so good in my skin again.
And I never would've know that
I'd be dreamin so much better
without you in my head.

Standing in front of the mirror,
My clothes never fit better,
My lifes never been better.

Now baby my body's
Lookin better than before.
Ain't bitin my nails
Since you walked out of the door
I realize now I deserve so much more
Than what you give (Than what you give),
Than what you give,Than what you give.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin fresh and brand new,
ever Since you said goodbye"


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Cant Tie Me Down

Maybe its just me but Ive got a lil problem with this song.

(Verse 1)(Legacy)
Know we been together for a minute
But a, it's kinda been forever since we been in
The kinda situation not involving other women
And it's pretty obvious that you're kinda trippin, like
"Who the hell is this bitch lookin a hot mess
What you fell for this chick"
You know we got problems and you failed to fix it
I'm like, "you need to go somewhere else with this shit
Cuz I aint gon put up wit you
Talkin bout how she make you uncomfortable
I mean, shit I'm only 17
And um, a perfect couples only in a dream
And right now I'm pretty much away fo

(Verse 2)(Ben J)
Ha, Ha
aye girl waddup
No I'm not gon make a scene
Buh you cant tie me down like a pair of shoe strings
Yea you cute, so what
But let's get it through your head
Yea we make love, sex weed all in the bed
It's the best and I love her but things dont change
When I'm not faithful you be feelin ma pain
Now you stuck like a stain and I cant believe that
Baby girl one hundred,I aint tryna do that
Got too many girls and I aint letting go
Cuz my life is great and you aint nothin but a hoe
Yea you come to my shows and you very supportive
Just showed me a camera and my show recorded
It was nice, I'm surprised that you still standin here
As you know I'm a man and I have no feelings
Imma start from the top, girl this aint no lovin
Im a New Boy, girl so
r this relationship
I think we should wait for it
I mean later we can try things out
But not right now

Boy.. get the fck out of here with that. I understand they are young like around 17/18 years old but, Im SOOO tired of niggas. They want the girl-looks,emotional support,sex- but NO relationship..NO commitment..because he doesn't want to be tied down. Well maybe you need to be by yourself...then you wont have to worry.


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ya is or ya aint either legit or fake she's to close for comfort and your too far away...you could have been everything that i needed but i found out that you were too conceited thank you for the memories.... tell ya girl hello for me....now i live love on the median
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Goin' Postal

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Dreaming w/ a Broken heart prt3

Ms KittyKat & I need to just go.Detach.He say he cant give me wat I want.On the real.he dont want this nomore..Wishing the heart would just follow.♥

What I call a Real nigga: My irritated Rant TWO

What a fake ass man. I swear I have just about the perfect idea of what I DO NOT want in a man..uugh!. Woke up @ 6:20 am and I hear them two going at it. moms and stepfather. his latest thing:...

He feels disrespected beacuse my moms aint ask him if it was cool 2 have my mans/bestfriends boyfriend come and fix the sound on my Dell Desktop..WTF she gotta ask to do things in her own house.. just like when we 1st got here..we should asked him if it okay 2 have my father.. a licensed contractor to come and take the wall paper of the walls n my room.. WTF.. i understand that hey.. its ur wife's ex so u may be a lil uneasy but it aint got shyt to do with him. It was bout my father dong what I asked him 2 do..making my room like MINE.Im sorry but I cant put up with a man in his 50's wit his childish bull shyt.. talkin bout.aint no otha man gonna come up in my house doin shyt..nigga u cant do the fuckin work..so let the shyt be.. its free..& U AINT GONNA PAY TO DO IT WIT YOUR BROKE ASS..It took bout a year and some change to get the wallpaper in my rooom off and paint my walls.. my borders have yet to be put back because he dont want him in here.. & about the computer.. he say she shouldve asked and if so it shouldnt have been done in my room... dummy its a desktop.. where the fck is it gonna go if you need the Internet connection which is in my room.. and it wasnt like we were alone..lmao..my best friend/his girlfriend..was there...gauhh..

Then he went on to say a bunch of otha shyt like u aint been married & u aint been wit no otha man like him...UMM..disrespectful ass bitch.. my mother and father were married for 11 years.. & you know wat. on the real.. they are alike in so many ways its funni.. but there is this one thing.. my step father is one of thee most self centered arrogant niggas Ive ever met.


Dreaming With a Broken Heart

9 long ass months that I put up with ur shyt.

For 8 long ass months I gave myself to you.

7 long ass months I put up with your bullshyt & lies. I LET you get away with lies..& in someways cheating..and all for what?

Im sooo in LOVE...so DEEP IN LOVE

with a man who cant give me what I need because of the shyt going on in his life.

I understand..best believe I DO.

but Damn.. this rollercoaster ride is making me sick.

?So Im supposed 2 wait for you?

We parted with the intensions of getting back together..WTF

So I am supposed to wear my heart on my sleeve waitng for the day that you will come back for it.

I aint too sure i can do that.

Trying to seperate the bestfriend from the girlfriend is bullshyt.


When our lights don't glow the same way that they used to , And you finally get a moment to yourself , will you realize i was everything you're missing , when i tell you I'm in love with someone else , So can you do me a favor? , ...If you pull it together , Make it sooner than later , I wont be here forever , And ill realize I waited too long , So I'm goin move on.
IDK..its how I feel on the low..but then again..I could never leave you..WTF

the end..of the wash n go

Lol..you had 2 show you..my anti heat challenge


What I call a Real nigga: My irritated Rant ONE

Im irritated as fck right about now..Let me start off by saying that Im usually not one to let others or the happenings in my life bother me too much.. but hey..its gonna happen. Aint NOBODY that strong..fake if u want boo.
My step father is a asshole and a poor excuse for a man if you ask me. Dont care if you didnt ask cause he just is. He let my mother take the fall for THEIR financial problems like a bitch. & might i add.. you know how in society the man is the one hustling for his family, makin thing happen.. haha that aint him in the slightest sense. He talkin bout.. he dont wana work so much..Im like nigga u gotta mortgage, two cars and two kids that you gotta pay child support for!.. Fck u mean you dont wanna work. His 9-5 brings in half of what my moms does and he talkin bout he dont wanna work extra anymore..but dont wanna let his car go..mind u that he aint get till bout a year after they got married & bought this house. And I know you thinking..Queen..he's a working man he wants wat he wants & he should have it...HAHA..you lied. The man damn near 50 sumthin just started workin maybe 8 yrs ago due to a long life of*****. Then he got the nerve, tellin my mother that she is hampering me in the long run cuz she doesnt make me do things like wash dishes.WTF..wow as if washing the dishes is gonna turn me into a lady. He dont do shit and he talking bout dishes He has ALOT to say bout parenting when has not been one to all 3 of his children..& the way he tlks to her.. like he knows sumthin..I just leave the room before I kirk ff on him. He dont do shit around here but cut grass and stay in the basement leaving his clothes everywhere and watching tv.


I am in SERIOUS need of a JOB..this is past ridiculous

Make Up Give Away(not mine)

What are the prizes?
1. One M.A.C Eyeshadow (of your choice)
2. One M.A.C Lipstick (of your choice)
3. One M.A.C LipGlass (of your choice)
4. One M.A.C Blush (of your choice)
(but be sure - you must pick the product thats only available at the M.A.C online Store http://www.maccosmetics.ca/)
plus you will receive some goodies, it'll be a surprise!

How to enter?
Easy, all you have to do is leave a comment in this post and tell me the names of what M.A.C Eyeshadow/Lipstick/Lipglass & Blush do you girls want!
For example:

You must write..

1. MAC (Smoke & Diamonds) Eyeshadow.
2. MAC (Costa Chic) Lipstick.
3. MAC (Florabundance) LipGlass
4. MAC (Pinch O' Peach) Blush.

and the link of this post on your blog.

1. You must be a follower. If not then you are welcome to be my follower =)
2. You must blog or post this on your blogspot and link to it.
3. Must be 18+ years old.
4. write in the comment box, like the example above and the link where you have reposted my giveaway.
>Everyone can enter-any where in this world.
>Contest Ends Sept.25, 2009 ( you have lots of time to enter)
>I will randomly pick one winner or i might write your usernames in a piece of paper and ask my hubby to pick one. ^_^
What are you girls waiting for... ENTER NOW!
Good Luck Girls!!




Love you I do

I thought it was just one & two
me & you
but the whole time I wasn't enough for you
the love I gave wasn't enough to stay true
**ATTENTION**...Not my work..it belongs to her>>> Click HERE ..The words sum up my feelings..there are from her August 8th post .Tymon.


As Promised

SOO.. Like I सैद in the post before. Ive been BS'ing when it came to my blog. & for those who care, I haven't been keeping it real. Lately its just been about beauty & fashion finds. That's all good but that's all superficial...and that IAM far from.
HMM where to begin.. Oh I was stressing like crazy the last two weeks because I didn't know where I would be going to skool. Where I had been attending is private and wouldn't let me start unless I was caught up on tuition. I'm thinking ookay i get that but this supposed christian institution is gonna have me miss my 1st week of school over $$.. I understand they need it..shyt they wouldve gotten it sooner if we had i but that wasn't the case. I know you saying...just go to another skool.. UMM HELL NO! Not after Ive busted my ass for so long to keep up my grades. What I look like going to some transferring to so other place that is clearly not nowhere as good as where I was... in the end..my family heard bout it and they came together to put me back in skool. THANK YOU JESUS and I mean it!! You probably thinking that there are far worst things that are going on w/ people and I'm tripping about that, but if you really understood me and the nature of the situation.. you would get.. but WTF..I don't really care.
& the fact that I have been jobless for about a yr and a half is driving me insane. Ive put in soooo many applications that it is ridiculous. I'm just looking for something in retail that i could go to after skool and weekends. I didn't think that it would be that hard to get a job in retail. One lady in a store told me that I didn't past the test(the annoying 45-60 questions at the end0.. because I may have answered them inconsistently. I'm thinking to myself..are you kidding?..maybe its just me but I'm not one the feel one exact way about one thing. I'm not ALL over the place but I feel many ways about some things. I cant just say.."Oh I'm this or that.I feel like.blah blah'.. if Ive never been in that situation . And really. I'm not knocking anyone in retail.. hey the job needs to be done to do it..but is all of that really all that necessary???
The rest are just personal stuff really. Mostly having to do w/ relationship w/ my dude or just me and relearning myself.but right now.. idk.. I get into that later...soo im done wrappin


NK Nails: Cotton Candy

Yep!.. its what you think it is. It's the NK nail enamel swatches. Its the pinkish color..Cotton Candy.

& yes..its alittle messy but hey.. as soon as you wash your hands..it will come off the sides and look HAWT!!

Click Here to see original post with the polish!!

Catch Him in a Lie: 10 things you dont know about liars

1. Their Legs Say a Lot
If a guy wraps his legs around the legs of a chair or stool, it's an indication that he's purposefully holding something back — like the truth.

2. They'll Give You Pause

Ask a simple, straightforward question — say, "Where were you last night?" or even "Are you cheating on me?" If there's a long pause or he repeats the question before answering, that's trouble.

3. Their Thumbs Betray Discomfort
If he's standing with his entire hand in his pockets — in other words, his thumbs are in, not out — he's feeling nervous. It's up to you to figure out why.

4. They Can't Lie in Reverse
If someone is telling a story you find fishy, ask questions that force him to relate events in a different order. While a person who's concocted a false story can tell it in a,b,c,d order, he'll often find it almost impossible to tell it in d,c,b,a order.

5. They'll Shrug at Odd Times
If he's saying something definitive — "I was with my buddies last night!" — while shrugging one or both shoulders, watch out. The movement indicates that he's subconsciously remaining uncommitted to what he's saying.

6. They Have Big Buts
Listen for phrases like this: "I know you'll think this is strange, but..." or "You're not going to believe this, but..." Chances are, whatever comes next is a lie.

7. Their Tongues Don't Lie
If you ask someone a question and he momentarily flicks out his tongue or licks his lips before answering, he believes he's about to get away with something.

8. They'll Hold Your Gaze
Sometimes a liar is so intent on proving his sincerity he'll stare into your eyes for an uncomfortably long time, trying to prove to you that he has nothing to hide.

9. They Can't Adapt
Just as a liar is unable to reverse the order of events in a falsehood, he also has trouble adjusting when one component is disproven. So if you're able to irrefutably call him out on one facet of a lie and he still refuses to change his story, you can be pretty sure that the rest is B.S. too.

10. They'll Give You a Hand
A liar doesn't want you to examine what he says too closely. And so he'll often unconsciously bring a hand to his face — to scratch a nose, or rub an eye, or stroke a chin — in an attempt to "block" the words as they're coming out of his mouth.

Source: Body-language expert Janine Driver

What do you think.. ladies?..guys?


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