Humbug.

So I'm guessing this is why I have not been able to blog....SCHOOL..you gotta love it!

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Randimosity Thursday.

.. have you ever wonderd something random...? Or had the most random thought.. that's my life.lol & since I refuse to get and keep up with a twitter yet.. ill jus share them with u guys!

Thinking..... I had the pleasure of meeting one of the most beautiful chocolate men on the planet... We are cool but I feel the need to inform him of his greatness!.. Id like to tell him how gorgeous yes... I said gorgeous..he is...

I just like to look @ him and dream of the day ill become his African Queen.

That If I was an easy whore...Id find ways to get him back to my dorm & umm hmmm... you know the rest.

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Some Stuff you Just Dont Do #1

Some Shyt....You Just dont do

Uncle Sam called & He said he wasnts his stuff back..

Fuck this shyt.

I let you irritate the fck out of me.
I see you and my stomach drops.
All is fine & dandy until I come across you.

So I ask myself....

Am I really over it like I thought?
See the problem is.. when you are trying to seperate yourself from someone,
you're supossed to disconnect yourself, remove yourself from the situation,

Problem is....

We have been and still continue to walk on the same path of life, which makes it hard.
I want SOOO bad to be over with this shyt... like its old..DEAD & GONE..broken record.

What am I supposed to do like..uhh!

Fall.

I need to find time to blog.

Not Gone.

Lacy Monroe.I have not gone ANYWHERE.... I have just been stupid busy!

JadedxSoul will be back in action soon!

Haha B!tch.

When I finished my letter to my Ex. I realized that this was never intended for him. He did not need to even see this. The letter was for me to vent & let go. I felt so much better. I feel soo much better.

FUCK YOUR CHAMP ASS!

. Let me not be rude because no matter what. I am a respectful young lady.

But

I dont really give a damn. Through writing my thoughts and feeling down, I gained a better understanding as to why I was/am soo fixated on a nigga who brought me soo much pain. I rather not say why becuase that shyt is just too personal but in a nut shell, it was a depression/ self-esteem issue that spiraled out of control.

I have identified when & why I lost myself for a while

It seems as if it took him comming in & fucking up shyt..with my self-esteem plumiting..depression out of control.. for me to come out of it

Like on some real shit. I hit damn near rock bottom.

Not just over a nigga

But in general

There's a Smile on my face now!!!

Haha Bitch.lol

This kinda pain is so unusual.

Iknow better than to run from how I Feel

It's not always about how I feel but what I deserve.

HELLO OUT THERE!!

..Ugh I've been gone waayyy too long. On this college thing....VERY time consuming if I say so myself. I already had my phone stolen. Sticky fingerd motherfuckers. I gotta replacement though. I really dont know what else to say. I dont want to neglect my blog in this way anymore but I wonder if people are even reading this?? HELLO OUT THERE!!

I guess I gotta get into the mood to write again. Im in the process of writing a letter that for that old someone( read the relationships label if you dont know what the hell im talkin about). IDK if Im actually going to give it to him yet. Im not sure if Im going to put it on here either, Unless your interested.I feel like its part of this lonnng ass process of growth.


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