I wanna Go to Beautiful.

The time is right
I'm gonna pack my bags
And take that journey down the road
Cause over the mountain I see the bright sun shining
And I want to live inside the glow
Yeah

I wanna go to a place where I am nothing and everything
That exists between here and nowhere
I wanna go to a place where time has no consequences oh yeah
The sky opens to my prayers

I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,

Please understand
That its not that I don't care
But right now these walls are closing in on me
I love you more than I love life itself
But I need to find a place were I can breathe
I can breathe

I wanna go to a place where I can hold the intangible
And let go of the pain with all my might
I wanna go to a place where I'm suspended on ecstasy
Somewhere between dark and light
Where wrong becomes right

I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

Mmmmmmm... beautiful...


-BEAUTIFUL: By India.Arie

This song explains where i am in my life to the " T". I feel so stuck. left behind and I just want to get a move on with my life. But it seems as though everytime I try to take a step foward, I end up taking two steps back...

We Miss YOU

January 16, 1979........August 25, 2001

Starting to loose the point.

Soo I was sitting in my room. I turned on my stereo and this CD came on. I remember this CD stayed in rotation back in the day!!.. I would listen to it EVERY morning before skool.Lol

BUT when track 6 came along..& Damn...I was bout to cry.LMAO. I feel like my relationship is headed in this direction slowly but surely and there isnt a damn thing I can do about it but sit back and watch it burn. UGH!

SHoeS!

You cant tell me these aint HOT... & if Im not mistaken. I think I got them from PAYLESS..biotch!










SO...WTF you waiting for..Get ur bootay UP & Go get you some.

Any questions...?....hit me up!

NY & Company FREE PANTS!

Its TRUE!!!.. I saw it with my own eyes...Buy one get one free.!

She got her Toes Done Up & her Fingernails Match

NK Nail Enamel

From left to Right:

• Scarlet
• Lime
• Cotton Candy
• Fiesta Red
• Swan
• Fuchia

You can fin these babies for a low as dollar from your local hood beauty supply store. Now I know what your thinking..Queen!..I dont want no cheap nail polish thats going to come out lookin like crap"..Its not. The NK brand is as good as the OPI and ORLY high end nail polish. And if your a nail person like me, you know that a bottle of OPI or ORLY can run you anywhere from $6-$9. In this f**ked economy, why not try to save. I was able to get 6 colors for $6 dollars and some change and not skimp on quality. They have vitamin E nail hardeners to strengthen nails. I love the way the colors glide on.What you see in the bottle is what you get on the nail. No gloppy finishes. They turn even the most worst and messy nail polisher into a Pro!

* I wil be posting designs and color swatches so you can really get the feel

Untitled prt 2

I want to swim farther... but Ive never been there before.
You see.. thats the shallow end.
for 12 years ive been treading water in this deep end I call my life.
Barely able to stay afloat.
Barely able to catch a breath..
When it gets to hard..I close my eyes..and sink to the bottom.
Knowing the deeper I fall.. the heavier the pressure.
My body gets loose. my thoughts become a blurr...just like I like it.
I know I have to breathe but that would invovle me going to the top..& thats a no no.
So I enhale anyway..

At one point or another..I think to myself..."this is crazy.. come up!"
....so I do..I manage to come up. manage to climb the ladder out..

I stand & look at the water..thinking a million thoughts at once..all lacking words & substance.
I begin to wonder.. Will this be the cycle of my life??
Will things ever get better?
What is the brite side people rave about?
If this is all life has to offer.. Id rather sink....






NOTE: after reading this. I noted that it sounds a little suicidal.Dont worry..Makeda is not by far.

Summer Randoms*

Summer Randoms


--yes..he is real..lol

Jigga+ MTV Awards= Greateness!

Its real, for all you fellow Jay-Z fans, Jigga will be taking the stage at the 2009 MTV Video Music Awards...!

Nomonations:

2 moon men for D.O.A (Death of Autotune)

Up against:

Kanye West

Asher Roth

Flo Rida

Cacth the show on MTV September 13, 2009 at 9:30pm EST

Kanye- The King of Pop

See now.. this is where HE LIED!!

“You know everyone loves and respects Michael but times change. It’s so sad to see Michael gone but it makes a path for a new King of Pop and I’m willing to take that on. There’s nobody who can match me in sales and in respect so it only makes sense for me to take over Michael’s crown and become the new King,” said West. “First there was Elvis, then there was Michael, now in the 21st century its Kanye’s time to rule. I have nothing but respect for Michael but someone needs to pick up where he left off and there’s nobody better than me to do that. I am the new King of Pop.”

*a source told The Times that more than 9 million of Jackson's albums have been sold worldwide since his death June 25!

Ive always had a problem w/ Kanye and not quiet grasping the undertone of his cockyness but this is just rediculous. Kanye is a HIP/HOP artist for the most part.soooo.. how can you be a King in the wrong genre.

Second.. that title was given to him by Elzabeth Taylor and it was adapted by the WORLD.. Thirld..if you want to get technical..you cant inherit a throne from an unrelated heir!