Fall.

I need to find time to blog.

Not Gone.

Lacy Monroe.I have not gone ANYWHERE.... I have just been stupid busy!

JadedxSoul will be back in action soon!

Haha B!tch.

When I finished my letter to my Ex. I realized that this was never intended for him. He did not need to even see this. The letter was for me to vent & let go. I felt so much better. I feel soo much better.

FUCK YOUR CHAMP ASS!

. Let me not be rude because no matter what. I am a respectful young lady.

But

I dont really give a damn. Through writing my thoughts and feeling down, I gained a better understanding as to why I was/am soo fixated on a nigga who brought me soo much pain. I rather not say why becuase that shyt is just too personal but in a nut shell, it was a depression/ self-esteem issue that spiraled out of control.

I have identified when & why I lost myself for a while

It seems as if it took him comming in & fucking up shyt..with my self-esteem plumiting..depression out of control.. for me to come out of it

Like on some real shit. I hit damn near rock bottom.

Not just over a nigga

But in general

There's a Smile on my face now!!!

Haha Bitch.lol

This kinda pain is so unusual.

Iknow better than to run from how I Feel

It's not always about how I feel but what I deserve.

HELLO OUT THERE!!

..Ugh I've been gone waayyy too long. On this college thing....VERY time consuming if I say so myself. I already had my phone stolen. Sticky fingerd motherfuckers. I gotta replacement though. I really dont know what else to say. I dont want to neglect my blog in this way anymore but I wonder if people are even reading this?? HELLO OUT THERE!!

I guess I gotta get into the mood to write again. Im in the process of writing a letter that for that old someone( read the relationships label if you dont know what the hell im talkin about). IDK if Im actually going to give it to him yet. Im not sure if Im going to put it on here either, Unless your interested.I feel like its part of this lonnng ass process of growth.


For those of you that actually read my Blog, comment and let me know that you do. Let me know what you want to see more of or something you want me to touch on.

Back2School

Ughh. I have been seriously neglecting my blog! This back to college stuff is soo getting on my nerves...Hmph.

Far Away From Here

...I wanna go to a place where LOVERS go.Do the things that lovers do...Far away from here..

Hair Rambles.

I miss my hair!..such a fake ass grin. One of the lowest times of my life...But that grin I have....I am on a come UP.

I dont really like the texture of relaxed hair and I miss my color soo much it blows. Idk really why I relaxed my hair. I just knew that the hot comb and I werent getting along too well like we used to..my hair needed a heat break not a relaxer. Ugh. silly me. I wanted to know what it was like though.

Ive done my research over the past year or so and Im starting to understand my hair a bit more. As a natural, I wasnt really taking care of my hair. OMG have I grown.

On another note.. I just got hip to thee fact that the change in harmone levels due to birth control can cause hair breakage /shedding...WTF... I started the pill to help clear up my acne and it does its job but damn... thats so not right. I picked up some garlic shampoo and some garlic pills/tablets to help combat it...who knows.I hope it does the trick!

Before The Creamy Crack.Prt1 PicHeavy

I Miss My COLOR!!!

Nevermind the faces.LMAO.. This was WAAAY Back..Just to get an idea of what Iam rambling about.

I was natural for 17 years

I wore my hair with the..old fashion press & curl

&

Twist & cornrows & braids sometimes

I have been relaxed for a short time

For ME.. The Bennifits dont outway the cons

I miss my hair

I miss my color

Iam going Back.

Mini Beauty Haul: HairCare

100th Post! YaY!

So Ive been going through with this hair of mine.lls.For the last few months my hair has been sheeding and breaking like hell (yes I know the diference). OMG. Like WTF. not cool. So I remembered that Garlic does help with shedding so I picked up some Queen Heleen Garlic Shampoo to test it out. They had the conditioner too but Im so indecisive so I just left it there.

I also picked up some TRESemme' heat protectant spray. I heard about it before but never really looked into to getting it. I figured why not? When you use any kind of heat on your head you need to use a protectant. I use the Chi Silk infusion already. Im not sure if it doubles s a protectant but whatever...Im steppng my game up.



& last but not least.. This was a random try. I know my hair loves/ feels at best with moisture rather than protien so Iam always on a look out for somwthing better than before. I LOVE LOVE Cream of Nature Products. My hair is the softest thing ever with it. I have been using that since the womb! But I decided to try the Aussie Moist conditioner. IDK about this one yet.I'll have to let you know.




The next few Post will most likely be on hair & shopping! I am comming back into myself and I gotta do it my way....sooo (more on that in a few.lol)